The eyes were closed
but the mind was racing
her heart was hurt
and reality vanishing
All the hope she kept
was in vain rejected
no way back allowed
it was all for the crowd
So much grieve and sorrow
but no tear he shed
she wished another heart to borrow
but craved for another truth instead
Years of love and devotion
thoughts in slowmotion
heartbeat paused its streams
she said goodbye to those dreams
He said of life yet to be lived
shared would be only with his kin
her beat no longer with him fit
tears and sadness through her skin
Parted from a life of smiles
she felt to be sent to exile
and even with days and nights of pure misery
she recalled with tenderness
that love
which now was nothing but history.
I feel so sorry for you. Wished I could do anything to make things change or make life easier for you. Too bad I can only try to give you some support and show my empathy. Each experience, even a bad one, has a lesson in it. Be strong, move on and go for it. I know you can, because you did it before. Big, warm hug.